40 Days
Hi All, Long time, no write. No excuses except adjusting to having a newborn, a family, a husband, a new identity, new.... Well, you get the drift. In light of recent events and my reactions to them, I realize I am losing my joy and replacing it with anger, rage, and resentment. Sadness and regret is now what I am feeling as well as a desire to avoid letting my negative emotions rob me. I've also used the incidents to allow myself to eat whatever I wanted in whatever quantity. Now I just don't feel up to snuff because my body can't run on junk. Forty days will be the foundation of writing to a refreshed me. I don't want to say "a new me," because there are some parts I love and some parts I want to "refresh." In life, we are lucky to get second chances, but there really is never a new and complete fresh start. We still carry our baggage, fears, paranoia, joys, habits, ticks, etc. to the "new" place. I'm attempting an ove